Sinking.

Sinking like a stone in the sea;

burning like a bridge for your body.

I'm tired and incredibly depressed. I don't know what to do with myself.

I'm doing poorly in academics because I have no motivation.

I have no appetite (thank god.) I don't want to see or hear from anyone but maybe one person. Let's call him X. I dreamt about him last night. I haven't seen him since August thirteenth. I miss him.

Everything in my life is simultaneously falling apart. My family, my relationship, friendships, schoolwork, me.

I want to go away from everything and do nothing but starve, and sleep. And breathe. Maybe not even that.

I don't know what to do.

Love you always (hate me always)

Margie.