I ate like a huge fatass at lunch.
Curly fries and a veggie burger? Really, Margaret? Really?!
BUT.
I have to apologize for being so fucking whiny for the past week or so.
I reread my last few posts and wanted to slap myself. I really sound like a huge fucking self-pitying bitch.
BUT.
I am in a good mood today, despite having such a horrid eating day.
I had a really great weekend. Two of my best friends from home came up to visit for a bit on Saturday, and then Eric and I went to the ballet later that night. It felt really nice to dress up for sometthing that wasn't a funeral. And a plus- it was fabulous, live-action thinspo. Which apparently isn't working too well...
Yesterday was my birthday, and it was wonderful. I went to lunch with mom and dad and sister, and then went to the laundromat with Eric, who got me a pretty bad ass present, I must say. He got me puppet that's a monster (shown above), who I brought to the majority of my classes today, and he gave me a card that's shaped like a pickle. Inside he wrote, "Happy mother FUCK-ing birthday" and signed his name inside a poorly-drawn heart. I've never know a guy who can draw a heart. They always look like butts or potatoes.
Oh, Eric. Hahaha.
Anyways.
I'm fasting again as of tomorrow, if anyone wants to join in maybe.
Love you always,
Margie.
Well, you're not a fat ass. You're pretty and skinny and we love you, and you just had a hard weekend and it's over.
ReplyDeleteglad you enjoyed your birthday! and glad your feeling less miserable!
ReplyDeletechin up Marige, the only way is up!
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