Is amazing. I love it. And I would love some cabbage right now.
RIGHT NOW.
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the thoughts and whims of a little girl whose only wish was to shrink
About Me
- Margaret.
- I'm seventeen, and trying hard but never hard enough to become absolutely nothing.
CURRENT STATS.
- height: 5' 2.5"
- HW: 120lbs.
- LW: ~88lbs.
- SW:109
- CW: 102lbs.
- GW1: 107lbs. [ x ]
- GW2: 105lbs. [ x ]
- GW3: 103lbs. [ x ]
- GW4: 99lbs. [ ]
- UGW: 95lbs. [ ]
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- Sick laughter.
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- I Am A Fat Furry Bear With No Self-Control
- I Have No Title.
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- Starting Over.
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- Too Tired To Actually Write.
- Life Throws Too Many Curveballs.
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*hands over imaginary cabbage*
ReplyDeleteHere, this is even better! No calories! Imagine every bite, crunch, chew, swallow, and flavor. (it really works more than you'd think - tricks the brain to an extent). You can even eat some paper? Or not.
Or you could go buy cabbage... :)
I'm tired. Don't listen to me.
I also just ate because my stomach is ulcerated like a schoolchild's paper snowflake, and tomorrow my volunteer host at a social work office is having (yet) another thanksgiving luncheon, and I might have to beat my way around this bush. She used to be anorexic and knows me well. As in knows about me well, too. I know she cares about me, but she also knows all the tricks, even to the point of making sure to keep me "occupied" for up to an hour after a meal. Fuck that! I couldn't even puke if I needed to. I'm scared of what I might face at a "thanksgiving" meal, and surely she knows that? Surely? Wouldn't she understand the literal paralyzing fear? I might just meet up with her later. She's not going to force me. But I told her I'd meet her at 12, and the luncheon's at 1:30. I don't even know. I need more alli for emergencies like this. It's a last resort for people like her who know the tricks. She wouldn't be able to catch or stop a pill being swallowed. Sorry again for the ramble/rant.
Love you, dear. Goodnight.