the thoughts and whims of a little girl whose only wish was to shrink
09 January 2010
Hrmph.
Binged again today. It was the first thing I did when I woke up. Ate a half a bag of Reese's. I feel nasty. W was supposed to come and visit me today, but his car wouldn't start this morning. It's going to be another day alone.
Happened to me, fairly early on in the day. I had reached 1,000 calories by 4 PM. Should have stopped there. But noooOOOooo... Had to keep going. Peanut butter, chocolate, rice cakes, potatoes, and fuck...Pork?! Seriously? It's that all-or-nothing thinking. Gets me every time.
But not tomorrow! Not for any of us. :D We can...WILL...do this. Tomorrow is a brand new chance. We'll wake up fresh and new and ready and strong. Stay that way. Stay strong.
I think you're gorgeous, by the way. Definitely an inspiration. <3
That's the same feeling i got, when i binged today.
ReplyDeletei feel like i need to be cleansed, or something.
Margaret, I binged too. It was gross. and I am so angry at myself. Tomorrow, I support you from afar, got it munchkin? You can do this x
ReplyDeleteToday was definitely a binge day. :(
ReplyDeleteHappened to me, fairly early on in the day. I had reached 1,000 calories by 4 PM. Should have stopped there. But noooOOOooo... Had to keep going. Peanut butter, chocolate, rice cakes, potatoes, and fuck...Pork?! Seriously? It's that all-or-nothing thinking. Gets me every time.
But not tomorrow! Not for any of us. :D We can...WILL...do this. Tomorrow is a brand new chance. We'll wake up fresh and new and ready and strong. Stay that way. Stay strong.
I think you're gorgeous, by the way. Definitely an inspiration. <3
Stay lovely.