Last night, I had a friend complain about being fat. She pinched the gooey deposit on my hip, and said, "God, how do you do that? How are you so little?" I wanted to hit her, I wanted to scream, but I just laughed awkwardly, and said, "It's just stress."
I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to start restricting once I get back to school. I'm scared that I'm going to always be this way, that I'm always going be fat.
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I'm so scared about that, too. I remember at the end of the summer I was binging, and when school started I was able to immediately start restricting again. Sometimes the change in schedule can be really good! Maybe with a more structured day and a change of pace you'll be able to do it.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm from Savannah, not Columbia. : ) But we don't get too many bands coming through here (or rather, our shows tend to either be really small touring bands, usually from GA or really huge bands that are usually brought for some type of event) so if I want to see a band anywhere in the middle I usually have to travel. : ) Last time I went to New Brookland Tavern I was seeing Bayside, and the time before that I saw Bomb The Music Industry! and yeah, two totally different crowds haha.
I WOULD be going up there to see Bane and Stretch Armstrong but I'm all out of money. : ( Haha.
I have been failing like a FAT PIG. I want my legs to look like yours - you may not be pleased with them - but just think - least you are starting 2010 smaller than some - less distance to fall next year!
ReplyDeleteHow about a pact - to a skinny 2010. Do you have a goal? xx