17 June 2010

I'm so incredibly furious

with myself.
I told A. I told him everything. I didn't mean to.
I was complaining about how huge I'm getting.
He just looked at me, and said, "You've got an eating disorder don't you?"
I looked at him and saw the concern and the love in his eyes, and I just started bawling. I couldn't help it. I told him everything.


  1. telling them makes it so much easier
    and so much harder at the same time.
    your friends love you. you know that they will rise to the occasion magnificently. they will.

  2. Agree with bella. When I told D it was one of the most terrifying things I'd ever done. I was convinced that he would just leave. He didn't.

    A sounds wonderful and he seems like he loves you. He will stay.